Today is hard. I can’t focus on work (I mean more than usual).
I am feeling sad about the state of things with Mr. X. Before our almost two-weeks apart, I was to a point where I was managing his moods and short tone of voice better. Or I thought I was. Maybe I wasn’t. I just know I’m not managing it well today.
I just don’t know what to do. Last fall we had gotten to a better place. I wish, wish, wish we could get back there again.
I just want to feel loved.