I think that my last post may have left some of you with the impression that I am unhappy. I am not unhappy. I am happier than I’ve been in years. Despite this, and due to my getting through the last two years any way I could, my life is somewhat emptier than I want it to be. The gist of the last post was that I am becoming aware of what I want, I am willing to look my dreams in the face and know that they have not been realized yet. The longing that I feel now will (hopefully) spur me on to changing the things about my life that are dissatisfying.
I mentioned just now the last two years of my life. Because of the timing of when I started this blog and the timing of the demise of my marriage, the two are inextricably linked in my mind; rather, this blog and figuring out life after the marriage ended.
It seems strange that I have been blogging for two years. The time seems to have gone by in the blink of an eye. On the other hand, my life looked so incredibly different when I started this blog; I lived in a different state and was married with no expectation of that changing.
This blog, and those of you who read and comment has helped me immensely to figure out what it is I’m doing here, and where it is I hope to be. As my life changes (as I hope it will), I expect that this blog will change as well. I, for one, am excited to see where life will take us.